Ah, the fantabulous teen-years. With teens come, pressure; of every kind possible (or so it seems), growing, maturing, and the wonderful... Moodiness!
The few weeks I've been like crazy moody. I didn't even realize it until someone confronted me and said how much of a brat I've been being lately. I've also been terribly sad. Like a slight case of depression it seemed. I'm generally an extremely happy person! So it was weird.
I realized I was that way because I was away from God. Now, after I realized this I kept at it in my own-human-like ways. (Stupid me.) Then today.. Today was the worst it's been. Normally when I was upset listening to Demon Hunter, or sleeping made things all better. But I did both and everything I did seemed to make things one hundred times worse. I've been having trouble reading my Bible lately. But I forced myself to do so earlier.
Goodness, God's unfailing love strikes again!
Yet again, God has totally disregarded how I've been excluding him from activities, failed to spend time with him (when I could have done so...) and so much more.
I told him that I'm ready for him to use me. I told him that I want to be used, that I'm done with my human like ways. I want to live for him.. all the way, forever and for always.
:)
So long self well it's been fun but I have found somebody else!
So long self there's just no room for two so you are going to have to move!
