Some of my lesson's in this crazy beautiful life...

I apologize in advance, just in case this may sound harsh or irrational to you. This is just my personal opinion and I'm really getting sick of this crap.

I'm sick of people feeling bad about themselves. I'm sick of people believing they're ugly. I'm sick of people feeling as though they have to dress a certain way, act a certain way, say certain things in order to get along with others, or to fit in; or to be HAPPY! Do you people realize that there is a bigger happiness to life?

#1 A boyfriend/girlfriend will not solve all of your problems. They may make them go away for a while, but they're just going to come back. The point of "dating" is to find your future spouse. Okay? It's not some game we're supposed to play. "Oh! Lets have fun! You can be the boyfriend, I'll be the girlfriend, and and and!! We can make out and have sex! Oh my gosh! It'll just be sooooo fun! Then! When we get sick of each other, we can just find someone else and do it alll over again!!"

I hope you can see how ridiculous that is, because if not, I feel a lot of sorrow for you. For you have been so lost in today's world that you're simply stuck.

If you're lonely, a boyfriend or girlfriend may fill the void for a while, but never fully. Don't get me wrong, having someone there for you who you know cares about you, to caress you and love you is such a fantabulous feeling. I know. But even that won't fill that loneliness feeling inside.

Also, if you get a boyfriend or a girlfriend because you're feeling lonely. When you find that special person that you are actually supposed to be with, and you're still with that "lonely filler".. it hurts tremendously. Not only to the breakee but the breaker as well. Because you got yourself stuck in this situation you shouldn't have been in in the first place. If you would have been patient and waited for the perfect timing; then perhaps you wouldn't be stuck in this "should I leave them? Should I cheat? Should I just... ignore her? GAHHH!" crap. In the long run it really saves a ton of trouble.

#2 You Are Not Ugly. Believe me! Please? You're beautiful, you're handsome, you are simply perfect. Ever single one of you. I am being dead serious here, too. This isn't some joke, I am not being sarcastic.. I'm serious. "You've never seen me before... " No, I haven't, heck I don't even know who the heck ya' are! But you are absolutely gorgeous. How do I know this, exactly? Well, my Lord made you; and he's perfect. We were made in His image, making each and every one of us perfect; (in a way.) :)

Just because you don't fit into size 0 jeans, doesn't make you fat. If you are over weight, that's OK! You don't need makeup, not a little, not a lot to make you beautiful. You look great without it! So you have some type of weird issue with your eyes, or nose, or foot or whatever! You're just EXTRA special!

Don't let this stupid, ugly, horrid world break down your self-confidence. Because it's just silly to let it. This world sucks, you should know this by now. Watch five minutes of the news and it's quite obvious just how much this world sucks. So, knowing that, why are you letting it get to you? Be yourself! Roam free! So, Crystal won't like your new sweater, if you like it. WEAR IT!

#3 So, I had/have this really bad shyness issue. I hate/d being around people. It just made/ks me uncomfortable. I mean.. it was/is BAD. Not nearly as bad now, as before. But, now that I'm learning, and have been just totally stopped caring what people think of me. I've realized. That when you're shy, and always worrying about what people will think of you and such. It's really boring, and you miss out on a lot.

So I'm tellin' ya know. Live your life. To the fullest. (Please, don't do illegal stuff though, that's no fun!) Get over your fears. Don't let them set you back, because you'll never get anywhere that way. Wait for the perfect timing and fly away. Enjoy your life, 'cause you only get one.


I'm done for now, and I'll let you know that I haven't proof read this because I currently have a few things to do before bed time. So, it may have some mistakes or jump around because this came straight from my mind. So, I apologize for that as well. =P

Take care,
Much love,
Me.